Full of an idealistic sense of duty to his home country, the anonymous narrator returned to Mexicoto become a police officer. He intended to do his part to fight institutional corruption, but what he found was a system fraught with violence and dishonesty so pervasive as to feel insurmountable.Within a year, his public service ended amid threats of torture and death from both the cartel and his fellow officers.
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